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About Dr. Jeff McClenahan

Associate Faculty: Biological Sciences Mt. San Jacinto College Adjunct Faculty: Life Sciences Los Angeles Mission College

lest we forget…

The text I received this morning simply said “I love you Jeffrey. You are amazing.” First, how is it possible to have anything but a great day when you get to start with that level of acceptance? Second, it is Memorial Day weekend and I think we should focus on remembering and accepting ourselves.

Next week I will embark on a week-long semi-solo journey to places I know of and have never seen. Semi-solo because I will drive to Bryce and Zion National Parks in Utah then over to Joshua Tree in California. I will do this by myself. I will trail run, mountain bike, cook and practice newly acquired guitar chords in the Southwest. My audience will be watchful stars and attentive geology. For a few days I will be on my own stage. After that I will drive to Malibu, California where a friend has offered to teach me how to stand up paddle board.

This trip is the result of reaching out and exposing myself to new friendships. The result of letting a two-hour phone conversation about a weekend surfing morph into a celebration of inner desire and passion. It is the combination of embracing established connections with blue sky and expansive landscape and seeking new experience. It is me remembering who I am and what puts a smile on my face. It is me remembering that sharing my unique combination of experience and world view is a unique experience for those who have chosen to be part of my life. And I can’t wait to learn about theirs.

I will share this trip with you. I beg you to do the same with me.

better living through chemistry

What does it mean to be part of a group? Who makes up your tribe? For most, I suspect these are implicit questions rarely considered. My research on social insects pulls such issues to the fore each time I sit at the microscope. And as I analyze the evidence before me, I can’t help but apply these questions to my own life.

I spent many years believing I was not social, (the reasons for which are still under investigation) and by extension did not define myself as part of a tribe. Instead, I opted for the identification with what the group represented; mountain biker, telemark skier, PhD student, resident of Boulder, Colorado. (Note: there is a difference between tribe and group.) Over time, I made a handful of close relationships. However, inclusion in a larger tribe was never pursued because of self-generated limitations and restrictive definitions.

Over the past few years many of those limitations and definitions have been acknowledged and altered. Lo and behold a social person, and one who is seeking and developing relationships within different tribes. The change has been in realizing that my mind was too involved in the decision process. Here I define mind as the keeper of history, joys, disappointments, injuries, successes, and (last but not least) teller of stories. This memory bank can help us survive. It can also function as a tool of isolation and exclusion. While humans have the ability to store tremendous amounts of knowledge and experience, we at times seem to struggle with the balance between wanting in and keeping out. As a contrast, social insects do not have to contend with such gray areas.

In order to be considered social an insect species must abide by the three following rules: 1) individuals of the same species cooperate in caring for the young, 2) there is a reproductive division of labor with sterile workers tending to reproductive individuals, and 3) there is an overlap of at least two generations capable of working in the colony. In many cases there is also a division of labor within a colony such that some workers forage and some workers defend nests or colonies.  These soldiers use pheromones or cuticular hydrocarbons to detect fellow nest mates. If your “smell” meets the criteria, you are in. If not, no entrance. The process is essentially a chemical reaction, either yes or no. It is this type of chemical reaction that needs to gain greater prominence in our decisions concerning who gets in and who is kept out. (You have made it this far. Do not stop reading now because I guarantee you will come to the wrong conclusion.)

I hear the collective gasp of “Jeff, of all people! Are you actually saying that we should be so black and white about who we include in our lives?” No, in fact something totally different. I am saying we should pay more attention to the chemical basis of decision-making.

My sense is that the world is becoming more homogenized into two camps; either you are with us or you are against us. My analogy rests on the idea that perhaps if we paid a bit more attention to the chemical response we feel (note I am avoiding the term heart, mostly because I am at a loss for how to define it), we may ultimately be more gentle and accepting of the world and those around us. We might create stronger and healthier tribes and communities. How many times have you heard stories of politicians “reaching across the isle” and actually accomplishing something productive? It warms your heart, right? And it probably warmed theirs too.

And that “warm heart” feeling is just the point. We should trust it more and seek to include it in our lives. But it is hard to do that when the mind is set on the default of my group or their group, avoidance of risk, and fear of making the wrong decision. Try walking down the street this weekend and see what your heart (there you go, I used it) tells you about the people you meet. Yea, take a risk and shut your mind down. I dare you. Either way, you are still part of my tribe.

Thank you for reading.

broken palette

From time to time, as courage visits, I will post a poem I have written. Here is the first…

Broken palette

The mistake
was in holding my breath.
Aware this tattoo
of blending our journeys
would hurt the most.
Coaxing courage
for the unseen art
of creating.

I held a vision.
Then forgot
I owned the eyes.

Ink was mixed
of history,
laughter,
tears.
The color black.

I believed
in the perfection
of uncertain efforts.
Waited
for the burn of new.
Gave in
to this absurd process.

Time made the transfer brittle.
It did not translate well
to the contours
of my heart.

Now
etched permanence.
Scars of forgetting
to exhale into the present.
The sting
and adrenalin
of acceptance.

what I get to learn…

I love to teach. Part of the reason for this passion is that I get to constantly push myself to learn. The “living dangerous” side of having chosen teaching as my career is that you never now what kind of question you are going to get about the information you are so confidently disseminating. Take, for example, the query I was presented with during a recent outing with 25 fifth graders.

The group had visited the University of Colorado at Boulder for a tour of campus and a look at the scientific research taking place. Every 20 minutes, the attendant graduate student scientists (me and my cohorts) escorted a subgroup to different locations on campus. We started with a wonderful lecture by Dr. Jeff Mitton who showed pictures from a recent trip to the Galapagos. Next was a visit to two labs in the Department of Ecology and Evolutionary Biology. After that we learned about the plants in the herbarium/greenhouse, then we moved to the museum insect collection. It was here that the QUESTION grew from a small egg, matured within its cocoon, and emerged as a full adult.

From behind a stack of drawers containing pinned grasshoppers, bees and butterflies, a small, yet surprisingly confident voice asked, “Do insects fart?” I could only smile. “Umm…” I had to collect my thoughts in the midst of suppressed giggles. “I suspect they do, but, well…I am not sure.” My science brain went into overdrive, while my teacher brain went into damage control. I defaulted, as I have learned is the best course, to honestly. “Well, I am not sure. Can I get back to you on that?” “Sure” was the reply. And later that day, thanks to my smart phone, I did. For those of you who were not present, here’s the short answer…

Methanogens, produce the methane gas at the heart of most farts. These anaerobic bacteria live in the guts of host organisms and help digest consumed food. In the case of insects, this mutualistic interaction helps break down consumed plant material, often in the form of wood and leaf litter. It appears that only a few insect orders, those containing termites and cockroaches included, actually produce methane.

So while this inquiry may on the surface appear to be an opportunity to use the newly acquired word “fart”, the question is actually pretty interesting. And with the recent NPR Science Blog headline regarding the potential that dinosaur “emissions” contributed to global climate change, I may have just received a question from a future MacArthur Award winner.

hidden lessons of science club

My first attendance at the Crestview Elementary 5th grade science club included the following interaction:
Accuser: He just said a bad word.
Me: Who?
Accuser (pointing): He did. He just said (in Spanish) “Hijo de #£¥%€@&”.
Accused: Well he just said it too.

Oh this is going to be so amazing! Thank you NSF!

focal planes of beauty

​The phone call from my Mom last Thursday was disturbing at the very least. My sister, who is six months pregnant, was in the emergency room. Dehydration and a 102 degree fever for three days finally pushed the intensive care unit nurse into checking herself in. Between my mom’s sobs, I gathered that a bacterial infection was to blame. I hung tough while she went on about my sister’s health and the development of the fetus. When the conversation was over, and I was off the phone, I cried as hard as I have for many months. As the strength of the fear subsided, I actually managed a smile at the paradox of working on a PhD in ecology and evolutionary biology.

​I love studying ecology and the way organisms interact and survive within certain environments. One of the biggest lessons I have learned is that virtually anything can be considered a habitable environment; a creek running through pine forests, an alpine mountain top, a sandy desert, the human liver, a piece of paper, or a computer keyboard (Seriously!). Each of these, and many more, serve as a place where some sort of organism can live and, at times, thrive. So long as the vital components of persistence: water, food, air, (depending on the organism), are available, an organism should continue to live in a habitat for which it is adapted.

​What had produced the smile at the end of my crying session the other day, was the ability of humans to put the world in black and white contexts when it comes to “beauty” in the natural world. Our definitions of “the natural world” and “beauty” are species centric. We categorize certain types of nature and beauty as good and anything outside that definition as bad. In so doing we fail to see the elegant bridge to the world around us. We miss the vast gray area that really links all of us together via evolution and as inhabitants on the planet. The fact is that the evolution and ecology of disease is no less stunning than that for the polar bear, the shark, the peacock, the prickly pear, the scorpion, the army ant, the orchid and close to two million other named species.

​Malaria, ring worm (a fungus), and Salmonella (the bacteria my sister was eventually determined to have) would probably not fall on most people’s top 1000 list of charismatic organisms. Yet the same forces that guided evolution of the species we find so cute and majestic have guided the evolution of the bacteria, fungus and viruses that make us sick and at times kill us. The same mechanisms behind the struggle for survival and adjusting to competitive forces have contributed to the strength and persistence of these microorganisms. Evolution was never proposed to just produce species that humans find aesthetically pleasing. This is what we so easily forget.

​So next time you get the flu, catch a cold, or have some sort of intestinal “issue”, go ahead and blame the litter critters that caused it. But do your best to not take it personally, and give the forces behind speciation a thumbs up. Because without those evolutionary forces there would be a lot of other beauty we would never see.

new domains

Hello everyone.

A quick note to let you know there are two new ways to link to eco.log.y. http://www.jeffmcclenahan.com and http://www.ecolog-y.com are now active. http://www.jeffmcclenahan.wordpress.com also still works.

Also, for those blogging from their iPads, this post was generated on the WordPress app. It is a streamlined version of being able to post and check site stats.

Thank you for all the support and wonderful comments.

the personal side of meristems

I am prefacing this post with a warning. This one comes from deep in my heart and is personal. It is written behind a pint of good IPA and the mist of tears. We all go through transitions. This Spring of 2012 is one of those for me. The other side is sunny, so I thought I would share.

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I remember the phone call I received in December of 1981 as if it were yesterday. (Cliche I know, but accurate.) The caller was my grandmother; the toughest women, nay person, I have ever known. She was one of those individuals that is always right, even when wrong. With time, she was always proven correct. Her artistry lay in the ability to comfort you as she was telling you the truth of your errors. Her voice on this particular night was no less stoic than ever. It did not betray the message she was about to deliver.

You see, it is Spring here in the Rockies. And as the calendar dates associated with the end of the year always fan the embers of reminiscing, so to does the change in seasons from Winter to Spring. One of the natural catalysts of this eruption of memories are meristems; the new buds and growth that emerge at the end of branches and roots and along the branching points of plants. I suppose what gets me most is the vulnerability pushing through the tough exterior.

The conversation I had with Grandma on that December night was about death, specifically hers. After years of withstanding the life restricting pain of lupus she had decided to call it quits. This woman, who had for many years drilled into me that anything was possible, whose lessons on life and living still reverberate, whose tough exterior at times still bolster me when I am in pain, was throwing in the towel and finally admitting she could not handle it anymore. And I have always respected her choice. I received a call the following morning, while sitting in 10th grade Spanish class, that she had died peacefully. (I would later learn she had overdosed on morphine.) She was 52 years old.

Meristems are specialized cells located at the end of plant roots, at branching points and at the ends of branches. During the winter these cells lay dormant. The abiotic cues of longer days (read more energy providing sunlight) and warmer average daily temperatures kick the reproduction of these cells into action. The result is new buds that will turn into new leaves or bigger root systems to absorb more water. Over the course of a few weeks these new leaves and root systems become the growth required for plant survival.

The leaves are where photosynthesis takes place. This process converts light energy into chemical energy (in the form of sugars). Thus, out of the tough protective structures of bark and wood comes the life capturing, and fragile structure necessary for persistence.

The following year has been one of challenges and rewards. The challenging side has been associated with developing a durable and tough exterior (not my strength). Graduate school, relationships, and self-doubt have fostered times of uncomfortable self-assessment and the desire to alter certain patterns. The reward side has been the results of putting in the effort at listening to myself and the willingness to learn about the areas of needed internal growth. The concrete products of this effort are the blog that you are reading, a National Science Foundation teaching fellowship, a trip to explore my life-long desire to learn to surf, and the confidence to turn up the heat on a few other small projects that have been sitting on back burners. Yet, as this first week of April slides into its weekend, I am realizing that the effort at being constantly strong has been depleted, and as my grandmother did so many years ago, I am throwing in the towel on maintaining that exterior and instead I am letting the soft newness dominate.

Spring has penetrated and is stoking the fires of emergence. I am welcoming the exposure of a new vulnerability. The bark is still there to prevent accidental desiccation and to lend support but the predominant color is of new leaves and energy absorbing chlorophyl. And while I occasionally have to fend off curious and hungry squirrels, the emergence is beginning to expand and dominate. The required nutrients are there for the taking.

embracing waves

I just returned from Sayulita, Mexico; my first official surfing trip. “Official” means I wanted to take a surfing lesson then have a few days to practice what I had been taught. I accomplished both, and so much more.

My first surfing lesson happened in February of 2011. It was a birthday present to myself after completing my fieldwork in Australia. After decades of desire, I finally jumped in. I met my instructor Ryan on a warm Sydney afternoon at the Manly Beach ferry terminal. A short drive later and we were in a small cove replete with small waves, and completely alone in the water. Already I was hooked.

Over the next two hours I would laugh as hard as I had for many months, ingest more salt water than I had in many years, and feel like a kid as never before. And yes, I managed to “get up” a handful of times. I did not once feel the rush of being engulfed in a gnarly barrel. As I think back, I did not even see any of the waves I rode. But ride a few I did. And sit I did too.

What ultimately set the hooks of surfing into my soul were the times between rides. The watching swells and waves while sitting on a long board, and wondering if I really did look like prey to a shark. The peacefulness of just sitting there embedded itself deep and fast. My recent experience in Mexico added a layer to this.

My first day in Sayulita was spent on a long, soft and wide surfboard. Save for a few miscues, I managed to get up every time I tried. By the end of the lesson, while riding a wave, I felt sufficiently cocky to actually walk to the nose of the board, hang five (ten seemed risky), and then return to the prescribed neophyte’s position. The instructors laughed and hinted at the high likelihood of a Geritol sponsorship. I was beside myself with joy.

The next two days were spent testing out shorter soft boards (downsizing from 9′ to 8′), working on my foot placement after popping up from the prone position required to paddle, and becoming more adept at sitting stably on the board and waiting for waves. By days four and five, and with the help of a 70-something Mexican surf guru, I was beginning to master the balance of sitting and turning the nose toward shore when a desired wave approached. To my great pleasure, as I became more adept at sitting quietly, my vision of the subtle changes in the ocean and incoming waves became more focused. (Yep, there is a huge metaphor there. Really the backbone of this post. I will let y’all define that as you like.)

By day six I had graduated to a full hard board, with a waxed top and all, and was riding the biggest waves of the week. (Still shorter than your average sized SUV but hey, bigger than the first day.) And I was still enjoying the time in between waves, watching the undulations, thinking of friends, smelling the surf and smiling at all of us attempting something new.

On the final day in Sayulita, as I reached my physical limit, I chose a swell I was sure would be the defining moment of my surfing career. I paddled as if my life depended on it. I had misjudged. The wave was building slower than I had expected and instead of starting to crest at the expected time, it merely rolled gently under me and broke high on shore. As it passed under my flailing arms I sat up, a huge smile on my face. No frustration. Just so much joy and comfort in knowing I had not gotten it right and that there was still so much to practice. I summoned a bit more energy, turned myself away from shore, and paddled back out refreshed and awake, and still with the biggest smile on my face.

new categories/more possibilities

I have created three new categories for my blog posts. The idea is to better serve the whims of blogging that are linked to writer’s block and/or the desire to write about something other than the expressed goal of eco.log.y. This is purely self-serving. Gosh, it feels good.

The posts associated with the overall theme of eco.log.y will be classified under “eco.log”. Posts that are observations, video links, poems, etc. will now come under the “.log” category. Finally, and to celebrate my being awarded an NSF teaching fellowship, I have created the “.y” category. The fellowship involves teaching math and science to 5th graders in the Boulder Valley School District. Posts in this category will reflect my observations and experiences as part of this amazing program.

As always, thank you for reading.